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It drained all my feelings and energy.
I look into his eyes, eyes that were once bright, charming, and smiling, but are now filled with pain and struggle. I 't help but remember those sweet summer days, with passion, with dreams, with love.
I remember the sunshihe shadows, the whispers, the nights.
I know I loved him, and perhaps, still do. I know I 't cheat my heart, but perhaps, I betray my soul. Should I use the word betrayal? My body, whice held everything, is now incredibly empty.
Meaningless, hopeless, and desperate.
I tried to find a way out, but I was blinded.
By him, by love, by poison...
I couldn’t see a future without him.
I couldn’t see the future with him.
I collected all my feelings, buried them in my heart, and waited for years, until one day, or some te night, I brought them all out again. I immersed myself deeply in them, sav, patiently, the bitterness, the poison I couldn't resist, from the beginning, to the end.
It’s not abret, it is what it is.
The only thing that I could do is go on and go on.
And go on.
Until the end.
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